25th Ramadhan

Its the night of 25th Ramadhan. Dugaan demi dugaan. Allah Ya Karim.

So much things happened. Ive promoted to work for the Champion Water Flood (CWF) since early July and so im very much struggling to adapt with my new work tasks. Champion7 will be my offshore platform base.Its fun yet im abit pressurized with the new work environment as i need to catch up with so much new things in a very short time! sighs.

Schedule is very much packed til end of this year. Ive CWF courses, tutorials and meetings with clients; another Project Management Assignment given where ive to work on the Quick Flange project with colleagues which we need to cooperate with BSP & SCO people and introduce this new technology into Brunei Oil & Gas company; then the upcoming SKSW Mass Tree Planting event with JPh staffs. sighs. I just need to make myself very busy so i wont think much.

Then again another task was just given 2days ago which im so looking forward to it! Im coordinating a Malay Dance performance for the company's Emblem Night Dinner this coming November. So~ to have LESS CHANCE of the audience falling asleep, i decided to make a slight difference which i proposed to committee to make a short drama ('wayang pentas') which involves singing, acting and of course dancing. Yet to get the staffs participate into this event, inda sanang! haisshh. As for the storyline, im thinking to make Brunei Historical Story into it since there will be international invitees to the dinner, and again rumors i heard is that Prince Wadud will possibly be there too *gulps* So what i have in mind is either story abt Jong Batu/Nakhoda Manis or perhaps Sultan Bolkiah & Lela Menchanai, Brunei's Rome&Juliet.Aaawwww..i just thought of making a very touching moment for audience wah sebenarnya hahaha. Not thinking of the competitions since there will be other dancing performance jua like Chinese, Indian, Philipinos and HipHop dance, i just want everything to be perfect! my god im so imaginative! like how the event is going to be nanti and how my wayang-pentas going to look like nanti. Everyhting is so much in my head right now.. my god.hahahahah.

oh well, enough about that. Anyhow Hari Raya inda lagi lama but im still not in the mood yet (tho segala ketupat sudah beranyam utk office deco with hari raya songs like everyday even the 1st day of puasa sudah) hahaha ya ryt~ nada mood konon.Eksen :p

well guess i talked too much here. hmph! gotta go.

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa everyone! semoga mendapat keberkatan & keampunan dari Allah swt dibulan yang Mulia & penuh berkah ini. Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin~ :):):)

p/s: semua yg terjadi ada hikmahnya

Assalamu'alaikum

update

Just came in to my taught to blog. Its been very a while & so i taught i wanted to write a little of something in here (a little? ure right~ =p) So yeah just a very quick update tho. 1st of June as for today, and here i am, laying in bed inda keraja. Bum2 hurts, and so my ankle too. Tegugur d shower-room this morning before work! sighs what a bad start of the day. Was planned to work for a half-day, rest in the morning and back to work in the afternoon. Works piling up! meetings & discussions, and busy preparing for the upcoming event with BSP. Not to forget about emails lagi. Urrgghhh! I need vacations!!!! Up in the airplane, off to somewhere. But thinking of urgent work yg balek2 kana assigned and lastminute one *pfftt* so inda tah ku jadi. Plus, he is still under probation til November and so i cant do much. Paling2 pun we just go to Miri jalan2 sana. Afterall still fun tho :):)

and plus, ive put on a lil' weight now and it worries me so much. I felt so happy before kalau aku gain weight, but not this time! coz i am very unfit, thinking of my daily meal here in kb compared to when i was in bandar. Like my staple food bukan nasi, its all fastfood, junkfood and COKE! Mcm mineral water sudah arhku and im so addicted to it.Darn it! balum lagi kfc, Ahad burgers, kebabs, sushi, ribs & lamb chops di Bucaneer tu nyaman, bla bla bla.... huhu. Thats what my life in kb. Not much entertainment in here. Campur lagi dgn stress with work so jawapannya makan lah. huhu.

and guess what.

stock makanan ku for a week (i mean.. for 1-2 days =p)

and its all because of this!

so utk mengurangkan.. this is what i always do.hehe

and these inspired & motivated me very much!

makan + work... mesti balance =p hehe

anyways, good thing about kb is i dont have to do a very long drive to go to Miri. Sebalah saja and it only takes about half-an-hour to reach to Miri Town. So sometimes if i feel like going somewhere selain kb, i'll just grab my passport and go to Miri with him after work, instead of going to bandar.hahah.Pasal before i know that going to Miri lagi sanang, i used to go bandar during weekdays after work, just to watch a movie, or makan, or just to feel like going out of kb.Midnight/subuh baru balek.hahaha great~

aMIRIka!

Tapi syg nya balek2 starbuck jua saja or k parkson, just to grab a comic book! hahahah. Anyways, here's my very first flower on Valentine's Day! :) i know we as a Muslim should not celebrate V-day, but i taught i just wanna the feeling how, and so i got a White Rose on my V-day (since red one habis sudah so ane saja yg tinggal katanya hahaha)

and i celebrated his 25th in January. And things went well as i planned, Alhamdulillah :)

secret behind a secret

it was 5 years ago....

A gorgeous full-moon... and a great late-night conversations :)

p/s: giving up

Assalamu'alaikum

happy with no strings attached

a surprise white rose on my very first Valentine's Day :):):)

Thanks to you, bestfriend Cinta ♥

p/s: no strings attached :)

Assalamu'alaikum

Forgive & Forget

"...Forgiveness is the only way to get your own peace & happiness. Learn to forgive and move on with your life. Forgive to forget!..."

got this quote from twitter.Attracts me much.Kinda agreed with it though.I mean,its true bah.. to forget something or someone easily is first to forgive them.No matter how much your heart hates them,but if you think about it maturely and throw all the negative things that had happened out of the window, insyAllah your heart will feel the joy & freedom.No more sleepless nights,tears,insomnia,bla bla bla...

once this happened to me 4 years ago.I didnt want to forgive, i didnt even want to look at their faces or hear anything about them, not even wanted to hear their name spoken."Forgive&Forget".. was so not me! to forget is not to forgive.. means you dont forgive someone if you wanna forget about them.Well that was what i thought at first lah.And i found my life was so miserable that time.Though i kept on saying "ive moved on" but the fact i wasnt! deep down i couldnt feel any freedom/peaceful in life.Every thing seemed so hard & complicated to me.Not until one day a friend came up saying "...the most peaceful thing in life is to forgive someone no matter how worst their wrongs to us..." and slowly i learned how to forgive them & be friends with them.And now Alhamdulillah i am happier more than ever! :):):)

Another friend came to me saying "you shit&go!" which means when someone dump you,you just leave them & never ever look back no matter what.Its like, if the bastard who dumps you atu contact u back, u do not respond them back no matter what.Just leave it as it is,no answers no responds,nothing at all and thats what you call "shit&go"... well~ doesnt apply to me much pulang.I just shit but i dont go,neither stay.Im just being neutral,being myself. I forgive them,but doesnt mean im taking the bastards back. Just be neutral to them, be nice. And so Alhamdulillah, i can accept things more easily now, even the worst one sometimes :):):)

ok enough with that.hahaha

its christmas eve! Jingerbell Jingerbell Jingerbell... lols.Ok muslims,we shouldn celebrate it.Ishh ishh ishh~~ anyways, 2010 is almost to the end,and welcome 2011!!!! yeayyy!!!.. cant wait for the newyear's countdown night.Coz i'll be out of town with a friend! hahahaha sekadar atu pun kan show-off.hehehe =p =p

and January ofcourse!! balloons,party,presentss (..hahaha).. so cant wait!!! hopefully my offshore schedule wont clash with my getting-"younger&manis" day.hehe :D:D

ok ok enough for now.hahah.Goodnight everyonee. May Allah swt bless us all.Amin1000x~ :):):)

p/s: January 10th, 2011... a wish come true.Alhamdulillah~ :):)

Assalamu'alaikum

:)

what goes around comes around,what goes up must come down.Don't put the blames on the faith if that was the way you treated things around you.See faults on yourself first before you judge others' flaws.No offense :):):)

may Allah s.w.t bless us all. Amin~ :):):)

p/s: ...coz i still believe

Assalamu'alaikum

Life so far

atu behabuk! hahaha.

hye everyone~ its good to be back,good good gooooodd~

been missing for 4months.Privated my account due to privacy concern.Well not exactly though.Aku ada life wah eh! haha =p

hhmm now where should i start?ok WORK! hhmmm So far ok.Stress ofcourse! overtime overtime overtime,extra 2hours every weekdays.Then hari sabtu pun kerja.sighs.

But at least survive ku d KB! very peaceful and fun! yes F.U.N! awesome frienddddssss :D and yes photography ofcourse.

with mr.awesome :):):)

♥♥♥

SKSWood Family Day ♥frienddss

our rocket "Bukan Team Biasa,BTB" hahahaha

oh and i just finished my BOSIET offshore training at Megamas.SUPERB FUN!!!! cant wait for my turn to go offshore.Will upload more pictures during my BOSIET training nextime okay :D

last but not least,boyfriends who always made up my days :):):) love you bestfriends.

btg's bday :)

Tang & Joul

ok that's all for now.Im exhausted.Cant think much to update.Was a very long day for me today.Back from KB tadi tengahari,then picked joul up and went straight to dst carnival,panas! then movie with them,will be back to kb tomorrow.And now here i am at joul's place,nda kan pandai ngaleh bejaur even in kb.lols.

alright night everyone <3

p/s: just go with the flow :)

Assalamu'alaikum

i'm back

i'm back.. yes,i am back.. finally! :)

will blog much tomorrow :)

she,her.

"You may not be her first,her last,or her only.She loved before,and she may love again.But if she loves you now,what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together.But if she can makes you laugh,cause you think twice,and admit to being human and making mistakes,hold onto her and give her the most you can.She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,but she will give you a part of her though she knows you can break her heart.So don't hurt her,don't change her,don't analyze her,and don't expect her more than she can give.Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there with you" - Bob Marley

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p/s: Everybody knows,but nobody REALLY knows

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may Allah s.w.t bless y'all~ :)

Assalamu'alaikum

be real

stay true to yourself and don't do things to make other people happy if it makes you UNhappy!

not a pessimist,just be real.Don't come up and live with i'm-not-myself mode :)

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may Allah bless you all~ happy Ramadhan! :)

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Assalamu'alaikum

Alhamdulillah

i'm a happy bunny!

berkat rezeki bulan Ramadhan~

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. thank you Allah.Thank you so much!! :):):)

aku semangat berabis!!!! mcm the everready-bunny yg full-charged! hehe

and,

AHLAN WASAHLAN YA RAMADHAN~~

bulan penuh ketenangan,bulan penuh keberkatan :)

sama bulan yg aku gerenti 100% full-charged,hyper to the top setiap hari!! hahahaha

Alhamdulillah... thanks again Allah for everything :):):)

p/s: "nda guna ada hati kalau nda tau menilai"

Assalamu'alaikum